Monday, January 28, 2008

Can You Keep A Secret??

Here goes my BIGGEST confession of the year. I HATE MY JOB! I HATE MY BOSS! THEY ARE BOTH SUCK!!!

There, I said it. Tho it done nothing to subside any of my loathe and despise towards them both. Okay maybe had not it be my boss, I would have given my job a chance to be liked.

I never wanted to be a teacher. Guess I've mentioned it hundreds of thousands of times. Being one at this particular school of mine means you got to be next to perfection. Which to me is a total next to never!

I mean how possible can it be? Guys, Im the girl who's breaking all the rules.But I still know what's right or wrong. Being at school is like being caged at home back before I got married. Yes, it is suffocating!!

And because of him, I was so angry I caned a boy so bad I think his shoulder blade bruised. Even I can feel the masive pain (serius punye hayun okay!) Anyway sape suruh die pecahkan cermin tingkap. Everybody's getting into my skin la.

The truth is, I don't have to be like that.I need not to hit the boy so hard. Kesian..Of course I feel so terrible for my silly action. Could it be the imbalance or changing of the hormone? Could they be right?

Am I pregnant?

Thursday, January 24, 2008


Yesterday, I felt a slight dizziness upon waking up in the morning. So I search for an aspirin and went back to sleep. Got up at 12 noon and ready for school. I know Imnot feeling that well, but entah kenapa I wanted to go to school. Maybe because of the piling unfinished jobs.

So saya gagahkan juga diri ke sekolah. After a few hours you guessed it. Collapse okay, tak boleh bergerak. Nak panjat tangga 4 tingkat tu Ya Allah berjam2 rasanya! Kepala dah pening, suara dah hilang and I can see twice as many of my 38 students, My God....

Balik tu nak drive pun rasa berpinar2 mata. Hubby tengok I terkejut! That night pegi clinic you know what the doctor said? I got high fever! Strangely I can't feel a thing. Hubby said he can feel the heat seating beside me. Lebih hangat daripada biasa, I said hehe...Sempat lagi nak melawak sakit :).

So today I mc lah. Baru je berlagak dgn mak hari tu saying that I haven't been sick for the past two years. Now, cakap besar lagi hehe...

Okay the effect of the medicine is kicking in already. I better go and take a nap. Hubby volunteered to cook woohoo! And do the housechores.Tq sayang!

Enjoy your weekend you guys!

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Breaking All the Rules

Its 10am on a very lazy Sunday morning. Hubby is still in bed. Done making breakfast. Its jemput-jemput ikan bilis n kopi O. Seating in front of my lappy waiting for hubby to wake up, suddenly I thought of my life before I got married.

Waking up late is a BIG NO-NO for me okay!For those who knew me sooo very well should know how my parent treated me. Yes, go ask my sister. She witnessed'em all. They have been terribly overprotective towards me for the reason even until now, I am not so sure of. No this, no that oh, I just couldn't forget the suffocating feeling! From childhood right up the day before my big day.

After finally settled down, I suddenly remembered a friend whom got married at an early age of 22. I asked her how was it like to be married?. And she said, it was a total freedom and that she thinks I should get married too. At that moment I was like, what a waste of youth. Tak sempat nak enjoy life (yeah, like I had one duuhhhh!).

Of course la masa tu I didn't have a single clue what she meant by freedom until I got married. Im not saying that I am happy to be departed from my parent but again, as I was saying I can not stand the suffocating. Now I can wake up late on a Sunday morning or even on every other morning,I can watch TV waktu maghrib (since I usually got tensed up back from school, so TV is like one way of escapisme tension reliever hehe.So I really need it!), I can delay the housechores and continue whenever I like, I can ove the furniture all around the house, I can toss away the antics stuff. Oh it feels sooo good to be married!!!

I know, some might think I sounded not so impressive, especially for a newlyweds like me. Yelah mestilah kene tunjuk rajin depan husband kan. Baru kawin la katekan. But I don't give a damn of what people think as long as my hubby understands me. He is the only one person I'll listen to.

Buat ape nak jadi hypocrite? Unless you are so damn rajin that one is a whole different story la. I am going to be sticking to be myself. Im done with satisfying and meeting everybody's needs.


Monday, January 14, 2008

Class of 2008

Happy New Year everybody!!! I hope it's not to late for me to wish y'all. Tho its kinda late eh?

Any new resolution guys? Mine is....rahsia hehe.Okay, I need to lose some weight. Same like the past 5 years. Whether its attainable or not, now that's another diferent story.There, I said it. How about you guys?

Anyway, this year dapat lagi anak-anak seramai 38 orang. Yup, Form 1 this time around macam blur sikit. Boring jer...Unlike last year first week dah tunjuk belang. This year I nak jegil mata pun tak sampai hati, but tak tau la esok lusa macam mana kan...looks can be sooo deceiving!

There is a story on the registration day, a parent came to enroll their quartet twins. Yes you read it right.4 orang twins kau! The funny part is that parent wanted their children to be placed in the same class.No way also has system you know. You can't just fulfill all parent crappy demands.

Anyway, their children ni, being an obidient boys and girls (2 boys and 2 girls) ikut la cakap mak bapak diorang.Supposedly a pair of them should be in my class. ku siap personally panggil diorang okey jemput balik kelas. Know what was their respond? " Tapi bapak suruh duduk sama-sama." I was like, budak ni.....

That one is settled la. Today is not a very good day for me. You see I am pissed of with this boy of a class, yet I enter the next class and yelled at them all. God,I feel so terrible. Kesian diorang.As the class go on slowly I can clm myself. But still I feel terrible.

Okay la hubby dah lapar I pulak still depan laptop hehe...


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