I was smiling upon waking up this morning and feeling so alive (and thank God Im still breathing) because of a dream. Not just an ordinary dreams but this one is the best I ever had. Finally she, the one who makes my life so miserable and transforming the school into a complete living hell has been transfered some place else.
Damn it felt so good!! Oh, seriously as Im writing this, I still can picture vividly how I was celebrating during her last day. Although it happened only in my dream but heck it was a wonderful feeling!!
Being at peace without nobody watching me, without anybody telling me that it is against the law to be as klutz as I am (oh really that is normal me) is one of the top in my wish list.
I wonder when this particular dream of mine will actually come true? Fingers crossed!!
Monday, February 22, 2010
This year would be the third year of our marriage and yet its still the two of us. I know everyone in my family were anxious waiting for the tiny feet to pop out since like, well since the few months after we got married.
But unfortunately, after so many years (well at least to me) beyond my intention to let anybody down still no sign of the new person to appear. I was a little depressed of course but only when people shove me with the baby related questions or statements. After sometimes my depression went to the extent of annoyance to hear people make fun of us not knowing how to make babies. Inside I was swearing so hard that the kids they are having now, would be the last one popping out from their private parts. Well, just so they now how painful it is to want to conceive so badly but u cant. Yup I am that vindictive.
Nway, no fret darls coz all the thoughts were only my imaginations. Its all in my head. I can assure you guys I will never give up and will wait my whole life for my baby.
To baby, wherever you are mummy and daddy are so eager to meet you. Please dont keep us waiting that long. We haven't got that much time you know huhu...
Do pray for us you peeps out there k!
My only niece Syahmina
Posted by anna at 9:51 PM
Its February and its a month of celebration!! Nope am not talking about CNY ye, this is about the birthday of the two most important men in my life. Abah and hubby dearest!!!
gambo ala ala reminiscence time baru kawin dolu dolu huhu
Posted by anna at 9:06 PM
So hubby transfered all my blog postings from Friendster to here (thank u dear!!). Good bye Friendster hehe. My last entry was on 2008 and I never care about my friendster acc ever since.
What keeping me so busy eh?
Neway, today is the last day of school holiday. Im preparing mentally, physically and most importantly emotionally to face all new challenges tomorow.
Brace yourselves kids !!!
Posted by anna at 2:15 PM