Its really really hard to deal with when you have all four corners of your life being pushed. All with their own different sky high expectation respectively. After a while I think I just can't take it anymore.
I do not want to say this but I HATE MY JOB! I don't know why is God punishing me with all these. Well, I think I know. Keep it to myself tho. But its not fair! Im not the ugliest person in this world. There are many person whom practice corruption yet still be a filthy rich person. There are many person whom named as a Muslim but never practice their religion. Okay no offense but Im just making a point here.
Anyway, all I want to say is stop depending on me with all your hopes and dreams. Frankly speaking I am so sorry for not reaching your expectation. Specifically I can not be a great teacher. I don't think I want to do this thing for the rest of my life. I wish I can stay at home and be a homemaker. Money I don't care. The wages increment doesnt affected me at all. I long forgotten what happiness feels like.
I just want my life back. Siape yg kate jadi cikgu ni senang, YOU ARE DEAD WRONG!!!The students I can take it, but the management yg very killing me! Haih complaint and more complaint....
Im drained out
I think Im turning into them coldhearted persons....
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