Nothing and Everything

Wow! Its been so long since i last updated my blog? Did anyone miss me? No? I thought so. Anyway people are more interested in high profile blogs nowadays, if you know what I mean. Spicing things up, turning the world upside down like noone's business. Well, I in contradiction am here just for fun and killing my precious time.

Speaking of which, yes, time is the most precious thing you can't put a price to reverse it. As for me, I've been busy, I mean really really busy to the extent that I don't have even a tiny jiffy time to kill. All been spent wisely (ye ke?) :).

So what's new? Oh, my boss. Hes moved and we celebrated it to the max yes we did! And the repalcement boss is kinda down to earth type of person. Which for me is damn good. See, I can't hear what hes saying. Hes kinda whispering instead of talking which is soooo opposite to my ex-boss okay? No more yelling my names, no more embarassing me infront of other teachers and students. My dreams come true. No more living hell. Woohooo!!!

On other happy note, last week sent Suhailah to UTM. She's doing Polimer Chem Eng.Okay lah not so far from home. She can always come home if anything (we are some hopeless homesickers okay hahahaha!)

This Sunday will be sending SIL Atikah to Bandung. She'll be doing Medic there. I hope both siter dearie will do fine on their studies. Not like me. Saya seorang yg sangat malas dulu kihkih...

What else? Aha.... there's another lack of affection from parent punye student of mine yg sgt kerap asyik call and text me whenever she could. Don't get me wrong here, but Im tired of handling her. To be honest Im not good around kids and I dont know how to ditch her so I just ignore. After a while she noticed That I was keeping a distance from her and she back away. You don't know how relieved I was okay! I also felt sorry for her at the same time if you must know. Im not that evil. Yet.

Last but not least, can't wait for PARIS this coming November (its my birthday month yeay!). Will it be winter there?

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Today is the last day of school (horaayy!) but somehow I didn't feel as excited as I expected. Why? Hmmm someone already spoiled my holiday before it even begun. Who? Well, him who must not be named HAHA. Sounds familiar?

He said something like teguran membina, but how come I felt like sangat sangat down every time he opened his mouth? Me, oversensitive? I don't think so. Tell me,what would you feel if you got scolded in front of the students so many many times? I mean if he, who must not be named is so called profesional he would have called me personally in his office and okey, you don't have to shout la please. Saya bukan bidak hingusan lagi...

So that's it. I am considering to quit my job coz there's an opportunity awaits me. Still thinking about it very very hard. Not that saya sayangkan sekolah itu (blergghhhh!!!) but entahlah...

Nway, like my one and only BUTTY said persetankan aje mereka-mereka itu! Looking forward to my Redang trip next week.Woohoo!

Happy Belated Teacher's Day to teachers all around the world, especially to hubby dearest, my mum and ex-IPPMians girls!

Haywire

I left my handphone at home today. Not that I'm rushing to school or late or something like that. Biasa-biasa aje.I just simply didn't realize that the thing wasn't with me until a few teachers came to me and started yelling histerically at me coz I didn't answer their calls.HAHA.

The funny part was that, the only day I left my handphone, the very that day lah yang everybody soo wanted to contact me. Bank la, LHDN la, anonymous numbers lah and even hubby pun which is very unlikely for him okay, to call me at working hours !! All on the same day. Padahal hari-hari saya angkut benda antik ni pi sekolah takde sape plak nak call. Haih...Wrong timing beb!

On another separate note, Butty reminded me of our gila-gila time in MPOB. Seriously we are all crazy researchers back then. She is soo contageous she can spread her gila disease all around her. And I am just proud to be infected by her, which makes me a chronic gila-gila carrier now haha.

Butty miss you like crazy lah!

Who nerz?!!!

This is where the journey ends (begins)

Tomorrow my lil sis will be seating for her final exam which marks the end of her foundation program.She just can't hardly wait to set her fat bum home hehehe....

Anyway, here wishing you ALL THE BEST for your final exam girl! One thing that I am very sure of this demented girl is that she will always nailed it somehow. I just knew it. No worries. After all she is the genius in the family. Why bother worry???

So break a leg girl, both legs if you must. In fact crush all your limbs lah! Make it none other than 4 flat kay! I know you can do it!

GUILT

Have you ever miscommunicate with a friend you thought that confronting them would instantly make you feel better yet you feel terribly guilty instead???

YES I have!

Sheeeshhh....

Sangat miserable. This time around a time traveller would be as handy.

I mean, I didn't see it coming you see. All I wanted to do is to patch things up. You know, bury the hatchet. All went wrong and the person got mighty furious! Sangat menyesal okay....

So what should I do? Apologise for being honest?? That's ridiculous!There are things better left unsaid.

Wish that person would change THAT attitude and let us move on with our lives

Love vs Hatred

Copied from a friend's friend blog.

Find it somehow rather interesting.

Happy reading.

Ketika bercakap, mengapa sesetengah orang begitu kuat suaranya seolah-olah berteriak? Adakah dengan berteriak akan menjadikan mesej lebih bertenaga daripada bersuara perlahan dan memadai untuk menyampaikan mesej?

Suatu hari, seorang guru bertanya kepada murid-muridnya. "Mengapa ketika seseorang sedang dalam keadaan marah, dia akan bercakap dengan suara yang kuat atau berteriak?"

Seorang murid mengangkat tangan dan menjawab, "Kerana pada masa itu dia telah hilang sabar, sebab itulah berteriak."

"Tapi..." gurunya bertanya semula. "Rakannya berada di sebelah sahaja. Mengapa dia harus berteriak? Kenapa tidak dapat bersuara dengan lebih perlahan?"

Hampir semua pelajar memberikan jawapan yang dikira munasabah menurut pertimbangan mereka. Tetapi tidak ada satu jawapan yang memuaskan hati guru.

Lalu guru menerangkan: "Ketika dua orang yang sedang berada dalam keadaan marah, jarak antara kedua hati menjadi sangat jauh walaupun secara fizikalnya mereka begitu hampir. Jadi, untuk sampai ke jarak berkenaan, mereka mesti berteriak supaya didengari.

Anehnya, semakin kuat dan keras berteriak, mereka menjadi semakin marah dan dengan sendirinya jarak hati yang ada di antara kedua-duanya menjadi lebih jauh. Dan mereka terpaksa berteriak dengan lebih kuat."

Sambil merenung mata para pelajarnya, guru ini menambah: "Sebaliknya, apa yang terjadi jika dua orang saling cinta mencintai? Mereka tidak pun berteriak tetapi membisikkan suara yang halus, kecil dan mesra. Sehalus manapun, mereka masih lagi mendengar suara masing-masing.

Mengapa?" Para pelajar nampak buntu dengan muka yang penuh tanda tanya. Kelihatan seperti berfikir tetapi tidak berani bersuara memberikan jawapan.

"Kerana hati mereka begitu dekat dan tidak berjarak. Hati mereka begitu hampir sehingga sepatah ucapan pun tidak perlu diluahkan, cukup dengan pandangan mata kerana mereka memahami apa yang ingin disampaikan."

Akhirnya guru membuat kesimpulan. "Ketika sedang marah, janganlah kamu mencipta jarak hati. Lebih-lebih lagi jangan mengeluarkan kata-kata yang menyakitkan kerana ia melebarkan jarak hati kamu. Mungkin pada masa itu, yang terbaik ialah berdiam diri, duduk atau berbaring kerana waktu akan membantu kamu."

hmm..kinda true jugak eh?..

The Next Generation

I just got back from a meeting at SMKSI so Im off school today.Yippie!

But it's not about the meeting I wanted to talk about here. On my way to that particular school this afternoon, I saw a bunch of my students by the road waiting for a bus I think. Obviously they skipped school. Instantly I feel like wanting to send them back to school, but because of the meeting I change my mind.

Right after the meeting end I went straight back home. This time I have to pass the town and guess what? I saw another bunch of my students sedang berpeleseran di bandar with their school uniform!

Again I felt like halting my car and sent them back to school.It was so ashamed to have to witness all these.They are only 14, guys. Apa la nak jadi....

My boss always said that only a few of the students whom are mischievious and problematics in school. But sorry I beg to differ, I think they are only few of the students who really wanted to be somebody in the future. Who have a long-term goals and understand why they have to go to school. Which to me, to sum it all in percentage is only about 20%. The other 80%, all they care is their physical appearance, made up hair, extra short pinafore, eyeliners and mascara sticking to their faces, and all sorts of fashionable stuf lah. You name it. So very obnoxious!

I mean who knows the students better than I do? I taught 13 out of 15 classes last year. That's why I can do the math. I think the word nakal is no longer approprite based on their behaviour. And I won't dare to extend the subject of their behaviour. All I can say is that, I think most of them are born with an extra Y chromosome. They are all criminals in the making. My God, it's so scary yet depressing just to have a glimpse of it on my mind!

But no matter how, I am still taking the responsibilities on educating them in school, to tame them tak banyak sikit pun jadilah. The rest is up to themselves wise thinking and acting. With God's will, I hope they all gonna be a useful person one day.

For our future.