Honeymoon

It took us quite some time for us, me and hubby to decide where to go for our honeymoon. Knowing me the ever so indecisive girl! However hubby listed some options and make me pick one. Somehow we decided to travel in Malaysia and will hit somewhere farther next year. Well, that's the initial plan lah.

Eventually we decided to fly to Sabah.So how was the honeymoon?To tell the truth we didn't go anywhere. Actually we could'nt go anywhere because of the constant pouring rain.Okey la, we did go to see the orang utan.

So what did we do the whole Sabah stay? We end up lepak-lepak rumah Mak Ngah and makan. Makan makan makan jer keje! Tak sempat nak rasa kenyang dah makan lagi. Her delicacies semunaya superb! And Mak Ngah and Pak Ngah seems to know all the places with good food in Sandakan. I like!

Can't wait for the real honeymoon next year. Where would our destination be? Im thinking island somewhere in Thailand.Any idea guys?

Happy 2008 to all!

Cheers!

Happily Ever After

Alhamdulillah. Both sides punye wedding reception all went well. Big thanks to my families and all who has been working round the clock to make sure our big day went as smooth as planned.

I just celebrated my 1 month anni last Monday. I was like, dah sebulan jadi bini orang?? Kih kih kih...

So people keep asking how 's life now that I am married? Of course la much more happier! Hubby lagi la kene tanya soalan-soalan yang x-rated...Kesian dia...Apelah orang-orang nih...Takde soalan lain ke?

I would also like to convey a special thanks to my two bestfriends who came all the way down south hanya untuk menemaniku di saat-saat akhir zaman bachelorettehoodku hehe...Thank you sooo much Nid and Adila.You both are the greatest.By the way korang punye balang kerepek dah habis belum ;p

And also to all my friends from around Malaysia, thank you for coming. You guys really made my day!!

But something happen a few days before my big day which made me sooo upset. The words that came out from a family of mine was really hurtful. Yes, I may forgive that person for being so immature (No, you are being so stupid donkey!)but really, to be frank Im not good at the term FORGIVE AND FORGET.No, I'll never forget each and every single word, the face gestures and the cynical voice that person threw at me. Im sorry.

Just so you know, what goes around comes around. What you give you will get back.Im not asking for anything.Let God sort it out for me. Hanya Tuhan yang mampu membalas segala perbuatannya itu.I will try the hardest not to be so vindictive.Anyway you are insane.

Moving on. I will try my best to be a good wife to my darling hubby and an affectionate mummy to my future children.

Pray only the best for both of us ya!

Shit Happens

I hope its not too late to wish all of you Muslims Happy Al- Mubarak.

So last week, I got my name scribbled on the floor at the back of the class by my so-called-supergenius-students. It read SUHANA IS DEAD. What an appreciation. This is how Im paid for educating a bunch of brats. For those who really know me Im not that bad at all. Seriously Im the sweetest thing ever. Hehe.Hey, Im supposed to be adored okay, but they wanted me dead!

Fine! If that's what they want that should be the exact thing they will get. I told you before I can be as sweet as candy and as vicious as a monster can be. They despise me when Im alive, see what happen when you have a zombie teacher crawling and tagging you along the school. How's that like? Use your imagination. Hah! Then they'll regret for the rest of their school years. Nak pindah sekolah? I'll arrange it right away!!!!!!

I didn't mean all of the students in the class. They are all good except for the 2,3 persons yang perasan macam bagus. I tell you, they haven't reach their puberty yet nak jadi gangster?? Ppbhhhttt...Only that they don't have a clue that their teacher is lagi gangster, wait till they see the principal. Okay, I went too far.

On other separate note, OMG today is September 26th!(I got the date right kan Dd hehe?) That means another month to go!! Again am I ready?????? Sheeeeshh my head keep spinning at school thinking about what I haven't done yet. Uurgghhhh...

Oh and today is also my bro Ali's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you!!!

With All Due Respect...

Okey, I've decided to edit and repost my previous entry and put it in with the sweeeeetest and nicest words possible. I'd like to rephrase my improper and harsh (mild) sentences because unlike some people, I still have an intact and well-functioned brain and above all, I still have a HEART.

So here it goes....

Dear friends,

I am sorry if i dissappoint or may not reach your expectations in any ways. None of the moments happened intentionally. Perhaps you should understand that I can not satisfy everyone and at the same time neglecting what i want. After all its MY WEDDING we are talking about here.

Especially to Mr RJ, no hard feelings. I know, people like you may have been extra sensitive about things, but let me get this clearly to you that the reason why I didn't hire you as my wedding planner is simply because your design is not in the range of my theme. Don't get me wrong. A lot of people do think your design is superb. If not, you won't be having customers from all over Malaysai seeking for your service.

See, the thing is when it comes to wedding especially with the name "Suhana & Amzari" in it we rather stick to the traditional one. I still want to wear kebaya and songket for my big day. And he still wants a kompang team to liven our special day.

I am so sorry for not hiring you. I hope you can stop insulting me or the bridal shop I'm hiring or the kompang team or anything to do with my wedding. I do not want things to get uglier. You haven't seen the dark side of me yet. Believe me you wouldn't wanna.

Besides, if I don't hire you there are still plenty of people who are interested in your creation so don't be such a jerk! Trust me I didn't mean to flush your business down the toilet.

Hah! That's better.

Oh, on a separate happy note, darling is coming back today. How I miss him so much. Hehe...Padahal dulu-dulu jumpe 2 bulan sekali pun tak kisah. SInce he's staying like a jiffy from my house every week jumpe pun macam tak puas. Kemaruk nak kawin agaknye eheheh.

To my friend M

Got a message from a bestfriend about this particular friend of mine M. Among us she was M. I don't know if she still remember our nicknames. We had so much fun last time, the three of us. I missed our wacky moments in our previous workplace. All I'm saying is I really missed M!

Seriously. I sooo wanted to meet her. Suddenly I've been thinking. I don't know what i'm going to say. Its been a couple of years.What if she's not the same person I used to know. I dont wanna meet her with an opposite character. That is so not her. I dont want her to change. I want the clumsy, blurry, silly yet smart and sexy M. I missed our crazy laughter together. I missed having our breakfast, and lunch and teatime and our sneakout during office hour to catch a movie (haha.yes, giler i know!) And our gym days. Bellydancing hehe...

Ooohhh...but somehow the reality is I know shes changed. She's not the same clumsy pretty lass like I've known her before. She's even got smarter and more matured since she got married I think.

Dear M, whoever you are now, I hope you will cherished the time we have shared together. That year was among the best year of my life. Thank you for making journey of life more colurfull. Hope to see you next month at our ex-colleague's wedding.

Miss you!

Menghitung Hari (edited)

Today is Sunday, 26th of August. A couple months away from this day, I will be a 'Mrs'. Wow. Counting days you guys!

Am I ready to be sucked into the other side of the world (quote from eva hehe)????

Hide n Seek

There's this one bunch of students who never fails to salam n cium my hands whenever they stumbled into me. At first I was like, Oh bagusnya budak ni. Ade jugak yg still respect cikgu. Sejuk perut ibu mengandung

But things are getting a little bit weird when everytime and I mean everyyyyytime we bumped into each other they would reach out for my hands and do their thing. Don't get me wrong here but I find it uneasy and... okey, yes they annoyed me.

So, for the last two weeks I tried not to expose myself to them. I even turned around when I see them from afar walk to another longer route to my next class just to avoid them. HAHA.God, sangat jahatnyer aku sebagai seorang teacher!!

Some of my colleagues pun even noticed this students punyer perangai yg mcm over excited bile jumpe aku. They went like, Oh cikgu baru n lawa je diorang nak salam. Memilih....Sheeesh!! I mean take. Be in my shoes and take all my place for I need some peace here.

Seriously saya sudah tidak tahan dgn mereka yg suke sgt tagging me along whenever I go. They even wait for me to arrive at school and will take all my bags and stuff (even my handbag, but I refuse to give laa!!) and put them on my desk. I can not run anymore!!!!!!

I mean, sekali sekala tu boleh la. Bayangkan sehari 5-6 kali jumpe dok nak salam2. Rimas seh!

To the aforementioned students, I am sorry for being such a terrible teacher. It was the profession who chose me. Not the other way round. Take it or.....well, you just have to take it guys. Im yours r. Muahahahha....