for those who still care...

i received an email recently from an ex-colleague wanting to know how am i doing. well, this kind of email is very rare to me, considering the fact that i...rarely received that kinda email.right.

anyway i thank the old pal for her concern :). i am very sorry for my long silence.it was also my fault.i was too busy for anything or anyone...

so, for those out there, here are some latest happenings in my world.

1. Its school break n im home once again.yep.holiday never felt like heaven before.now ive got the chance to fill up my lungs with O2 enuff for the next term. oh, n im planning of doing nothing but sticking my butt to the floor, untill the floor cracks or something.n watch the TV till my eyes pop out. n sleep,yes!

2. I look 5 inches wider yet im not gaining any weight.how odd is that??so im happy n depressed both at the same time.what do u expect???

3. I drive like crazy nowadays, blame it to the Malaccans drivers. i surely scare the hell out of my friends lol

4. I am not seeing anyone n m far cry from getting married

5. I freak out whenever people wants to matchmake me. i dunno why, but i hv the feeling tht, the other party also hv the same idea about matchmaking.plz, with all due respect, let me find my own soulmates.although my mum saying "u dont mixed around, i know.how can u search for someone?" is soooo true, but i'll think of something....hhmmm....

6. I cry to the latest of Siti's tune.hey, it really is a touching song okey.or probably my PMS tht got me carried away?

7. this chickenpox scars are forever annoying. they really getting on my nerves!when ever can they get rid of themselves??!!

8. Nnnnn.....guys,im one step closer of becoming a teacher!wow, i feel like a reality TV show participant.yep. im slowly swallowing tht hard fact. so kids out there, brace yourselves.im either soft as candy or a ferocious beast. u decide.

;p

toothloose

Last night I had a dream. In my dream I was losing a tooth. The strange part is, it happened twice in less than two weeks time. I mean, how odd is that?? The very same dream….

I was pretty curious for I’ve never had such an experience. I can still vividly imagine the hideous looking tooth (only in that dream, read me!) if u ask me. It was a cross between something scaly and slimy errghhhhh! It should’ve come out anyway!

So, the concerned matter is, does the dream brings any meaning? Was it some sort of a sign?? Im a lil’ bit too curious to know. The saying I heard was, it means someone close to you is in adversity. How true is that? Well, I do not plan to drag this matter for a long time, since my memory space is sooooo unlimited and i have lots of other important things to think about, so I’ll just leave it here...

On a separate happy note, yesterday a good friend of mine, Mazuin got engaged. At last, after 5 months in Melaka I’ve got the chance to meet her. How exciting!!! Unfortunately, I cant stay long and continue our chats. Gosh, I really miss her funny laughs!! Nway, I wish her nothing but happiness and may God bless u my dear lovely fren!

On another happier note, my one and only butty, Ash began her family trip also yesterday. She sets for Europe n oh, I cant wait to see my sourveniars yay!

Super Sensitive

Did i ever mention that I used to be a very sensitive person?

Apparently I still am, ppffftttt......

I can not watch a soap opera (which I heart hehe!) and witnesses some tragic event or else I'll get carried away easily. I also can not listen to a romantic love song (which I also heart hehe!) or else I'll get carried away too!

I should stop watching and listening to these kind of thing coz they are sinking my brain slowly. And I can not mess around with my emotion, so I might as well stop provoking them.They'll always win I know!

So, recently this super emotion is conquering half of my rationality, which is bad enough fer my health. Oh God, what have I done to myself? I must stop abusing myself. Self abusing is a sin y'know??

The thing is, my mind is distracted. And yet, over a small thing. I cannot think straight. Is getting married a small thing to ponder about? I dunno. Maybe I'll just drop this subject fer say, a year. Then lets see what will happen next year? I promise I'll give it a thought by that time hehe...

I know, running away isnt going to solve anything. Facing the issue is the only way. Okay, I will try to find ways to get rid of this stuff off my head. I had enough. Its hurting me already. Its not that hard. I just have to tell them I do not want them. They can go and pick other pretty girls scattering around the world. Hah! That wasnt so hard at all!

I can do this, right? Right???

I'll bring this to an end.

Ms Match Pt.2

This matchmaking thingy is getting rather freakier than I thought.

See, recently a lecturer wants to introduce me to some guy. Again, Im sooo not interested.Where have all the girls gone??Why me??

Sheeeeeshhh...it really baffled me now and then...

I mean, where these bloody people came from??

I can't keep on giving lame, stupid excuses and keep rejecting them everytime without any concrete reason!Heck, they only wanted to get to know me right?Right?? So, there should be no reason for me to get fret is there??

Help!!Aku bingung!!

And the word "what goes around, comes around", or "what u give, u get back" keep on chanting wildly in my brain....God!What have I done....

And then came this one guy from...I dont care less, keeps popping up everywhere I go...and I mean everywhere I go!

What a bad coincidence or let me rephrase that as weird coincidence, that we were at the same place at the same time.Oh, pleaseeeee.....dont tell me, I just hate de javu's!!!

Completely annoys me!

Apa sudah jadi ni?

Apa sudah jadi kepada aku??

Now what??

Cerita Tentang Kita

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu

Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita

Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu

Untuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia

Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala

Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah

Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama

Ceritakan semua tentang kita......

note to self: by all means, does a person ever has the slighest thought of me setting them free for an obvious reason???

chin up n keep on walking suhana,

something or someone worth waiting is somewhere down the lane.

or so, i thought there'd be one???

hhmmmmmm...

Of the Unknown Whereabout

a few weeks back, i experienced something apparently i had on my mind lately before the incident. as usual me and kak aie were travellling back to melaka after spending the sweet short weekend at home.we were just chatting away (oh, alright...of coz we were gossipping!there, i admit it!! also, as usual as soon as we hit the road when suddenly the car engine stopped abruptly...

so, my car brokedown...of coz one thing for sure was, i got panicked as usual, but luckily i hv kak aie whom always act cool hehe.. poyo lah...mestilah panik giler...already i had this imagination of some road bullies doing something horrible to us, or some stupid driver got sleepy and ram the monstrous looking trailer of theirs over us..eeeiii takut seh!!

and these were our actual initial conversation immidiately after the car came to a halt

anna: so what r we gonna do next?

kak aie: call the PLUS RONDA

anna: eerrr...should we get out of the car (picturing some drunk/sleepy monstrous trailer driver ramming us over)

anna: kak, where exactly are we?

kak aie: jap eh.. (while checking out her handphone)kat hp ni ckp maokil

anna: maokil? where the heck is maokil????

anna n kak aie:???????????????

.....and the rest as they say is history eheh...

but later on, i found out that kak aie got even more freaked out than i was, hah!!!anyway, something told her that maokil is located somewhere in muar...and being stranded in the middle of the higway provided that it was around dawn at that time being...talking about wrong time at the wrong place!guys, go figure!

i hate goodbyes!!

so im leaving for melaka this evening...

i hate to say goodbye to my family especially the wacky kiddos, but i also cant wait to be reunited with my friends again, there...

oh well, i guess u hv to lose something in order to gain something eh?